I lost the only father I have ever known, my children lost the only grandfather (or better known as Pa to them).
I am going to say he is now reunited with my mother.
I haven’t even come to terms with my mothers passing and now this.
I feel hella guilty because I haven’t even been able to return to my mothers house since she passed and now this.
I feel left behind.
My momma, my brother, my biological father, my step father….
I have my step brother who I am the closest to as he lived with us growing up.
I have my aunt, my mom’s sister and her two children.
On my father’s side I have my aunt and her son.
Outside of that those are it.
I have 3 additional stepsiblings, 2 sisters and another brother who grew up with their mother.
I was the closest to my mom, step father and step brother.
But it feels like all I had, have is now gone.
I have a freaking headache the size of Texas and well I’m sleepy just not tired.