Tagged: grief

Sunday’s Confession

It hurts to visit my grandbaby. It hurts to see her, hear her when my daughter calls me via video. I had previously planned to visit yesterday but my heart had other plans. My...

Struggling with confessions

Since my momma’s passing some things have come to my eyes that I may have not seen before. I am truly struggling with these and have honestly only told my husband and my daughter. ...

Happy Heavenly Birthday Momma and CJ

My nephew CJ’s birthday was October 17th and my momma’s is October 20th. They may be gone in the physical sense but never forgotten. It’s barely been 10 months since CJ’s passing and almost...

How can I?

It’s been a little over a year since my momma’s passing. I haven’t been back to my momma’s house since. I have kept this in and I need to let it out. It is...

I shoulder the pain

I woke up this morning feeling lost, missing my momma. I know my bio father wasn’t really a father to me but losing him I feel I also lost a part of me as...

In my thoughts

You know I have been thinking alot more since the passing of my mother, June 21 2018. I miss her so much. My son, Dusty, talks about her ALOT. It is hard to hear...

I lost the words

Do you know how hard it is to grieve with someone around you watching you every second of the day? I know I will miss this one day when he’s gone but I feel...

What to say…

My momma’s death has taken an even bigger toll on Dusty. He would always get at the very least a phone call and a card from my momma and my step father.He hasn’t even...

When we needed each other

        My husband and I met online. Funny thing is I messaged him asking him if he was even old enough to be on the site. He did not look old...

What’s a title again?

These past few days have hit me like a ton of bricks. It’s like my momma died all over again. I want to be with her so bad to the point that I even...