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Emotional forgiveness

Originally posted 2018-04-04 11:36:32. Have you ever seen a movie or video that was fictional but touched you so deeply internally? One that you felt on so many levels? There were so many parts of the movie that you personally felt like it was you they portrayed in the movie? Even if it wasn’t exactly aligned with your own life? For me, that is this movie. I cry tears of pain, anger, love, happiness and…

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Early morning

Originally posted 2021-04-04 09:00:56. Go figure…. I couldn’t sleep. I had a bad dream last night. I think the incident with my son recently triggered something. My dream … what I remember is us going somewhere out to eat or having fun somewhere. You know how it is when you have a dream but can’t exactly remember all parts just bits and pieces. Anyway, while everyone was inside I go outside for some reason and…

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Healthy drink

There is a place local to me called Krew Nutrition. They carry healthy drinks that have collagen in them. The owner, get this, is 18 years old. Good for her. She’s a go-getter. I purchased every flavor she offered. We have been drinking one each morning. I think it’s a franchise, but don’t hold me to it. Anyway, today’s selection was Watermelon Sugar. I think James took Rocket Fuel with him. I just thought I’d…

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Something’s missing

Ever wake up on Christmas morning and have that overwhelming feeling that something is missing? That is how is has felt this entire day. Now I admit my daughter and I had our issues on Thanksgiving. I don’t know how to get past that day. The fact my abuser and family are that close to my daughter, IT HURTS. But the feeling this morning was different. Is it because this is the first Christmas without…

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Routines

Morning routines are one of those things some of us do like muscle memory. One of those things for me is 100 percent, without fail, coffee. I can faithfully say I am probably addicted to coffee, if that’s possible. On days that I have to postpone having a cup it’s like I feel naked, not whole. Everyone has a vice and well this is mine. What’s your morning routine? I added some shilajit Himalayan Honey…

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Call me Scrooge

Originally posted 2018-12-11 11:03:52. Listen I can’t do Christmas this year. Don’t want to get together with family, exchange gifts, receive gifts, etc. I just can’t. Please do not take this any other way as I am currently struggling just to get up everyday. I have started realizing my momma isn’t coming back. I have been realizing I will never talk to her again and this is just something I am having a hard time…

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Here’s what’s next

Originally posted 2019-11-19 19:40:50. Went to the neurosurgeon yesterday morning. For one the radiology facility didn’t make sure they put all films on the disc, ughh. The PA even said they normally do not have to specify to put all films on a disc but I guess someone decided to do it their own way, who knows. I just have to get the other films on disc and give them to him next appointment. Get…

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