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Never Ever…

Originally posted 2019-01-26 11:15:17. I don’t know how many times over the years I have seen people change who they are just to “fit in”. If someone doesn’t like you for who you are then they don’t deserve your friendship, no matter what. You should not have to change who you are just to satisfy someone or to keep someone as your friend. They are wrong for that. They won’t change who they are so…

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Addictions

Originally posted 2014-07-23 18:00:12. I have only been addicted to one thing in my life (other than my husband), cigarettes. After the last time I was raped in 98′ or 99 (I forget what year it was) someone gave me a cigarette and that was it from there. I had started smoking. Growing up I was always the one against smoking. Always trying to get others around me to stop, especially my mother. I needed…

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F bomb

Originally posted 2020-02-11 08:00:29. Lol. This is so true, lol. My momma used to tell me that when I was 2 years old I started saying it. I think I heard my bio father saying alot. At least that’s what my best guess is. My momma told me that one day I was getting in or out of the car and hit my head on the door. When I did I said fuck. My momma…

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Stress, instability…what’s next?

Originally posted 2014-07-18 01:42:05. It’s been a little over 2 weeks since my surgery, Dusty’s grand-mal seizure and the stress of it all. My mother ended up having almost one hundred staples throughout her little body. But now it’s time to heal. We have been to the doctor for Dusty’s seizure. Like I said before he has seizures but for him to have a grand-mal seizure…well that is few and far between. We did find…

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Max

Originally posted 2020-02-08 08:00:00. As you may know we have 4 dogs. Max is the oldest at approximately 13 yrs old. The other day when they had their grooming appointment he had a little moment similar to folks who have dementia. He has been around the groomer for a while now and is comfortable with her but this day, at this time, he just wasn’t comfortable with anyone. So I get a call on my…

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July 7th 2014

Originally posted 2014-07-07 18:33:37. You know there are days when I just want to give it all up and others that I can’t get enough. The life I was given I sure has its meanings. I just for once would like not to struggle…just once. I realize there are so many people who have been dealt a bad hand and others don’t even use their own. Some that think mommy and daddy are they forever…

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Strength

Originally posted 2023-05-11 16:07:41. I was listening to a live on Tiktok and for some reason when I saw this meme the live came to mind. They were talking about many things but one thing I referring to is struggling can sometimes make you appreciate things more. Going without can make someone appreciate having things more. Someone being given everything in life will never fully appreciate working for it and paying for it themselves. I…

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All Buttered Up

Originally posted 2023-05-05 10:00:00. Yesterday was one of those days that you just want it to hurry up and be over. I took Chewy out so many times I ended up with over 10,000 steps being accumulated. I knew he needed to poop but every time I took him out something distracted him and then he seemed to forget he had to poop. Was yesterday a full moon or something? Or was it something in…

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Eye In The Sky

Originally posted 2019-01-26 01:27:06. I woke up this morning with the song Eye In The Sky by The Alan Parsons Project on repeat in my head. I don’t know if it was my momma trying to tell me something or if it was just a coincidence. Do you ever wake up with songs in your head or out of the blue it pops in your head? Do you wonder why? I know in my heart…

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