grief

Call me Scrooge

By |November 19th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Listen I can’t do Christmas this year. Don’t want to get together with family, exchange gifts, receive gifts, etc. I just can’t. Please do not take this any other way as I am currently struggling just to get up everyday.

I have started realizing my momma isn’t coming back. I have been realizing I will […]

Originally posted 2018-12-11 11:03:52.

REGISTER NOW WEBINAR: UNDERSTANDING THE GRIEF OF ADDICTION AND OVERDOSE DEATH

By |November 18th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

https://www.taps.org/webinar/2018/griefafteroverdose

Originally posted 2018-12-09 20:49:17.

Questions

By |October 16th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I am speaking to parents of special needs children/adults.

To the parents who are with their kids and pretty much your life revolves around their care.

To the parents who often wonder what will happen when the day comes and you pass on.

Since my momma’s passing, my bio father’s passing and well my brother too […]

Her first in heaven

By |September 1st, 2019|Family|1 Comment

My momma’s first birthday in heaven is tomorrow, October 20th. She would have been 69 years young.
Oh God how I miss her so.
I know this gets easier over time but I wish that time was now.
My husband has been trying so hard to keep me from falling into a deeper hole that I […]

Originally posted 2018-10-19 15:00:08.

Struggling with confessions

By |July 24th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Since my momma’s passing some things have come to my eyes that I may have not seen before. I am truly struggling with these and have honestly only told my husband and my daughter.  I know people deserve their lives the way they choose to live, happy, healthy or destructive. No matter what that […]

Originally posted 2018-09-25 08:36:21.

How can I?

By |July 19th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

It’s been a little over a year since my momma’s passing. I haven’t been back to my momma’s house since.

I have kept this in and I need to let it out. It is literally killing me.

My life is spent living it day by day, minute by minute. Living my life one breath at a […]

I shoulder the pain

By |July 7th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I woke up this morning feeling lost, missing my momma.
I know my bio father wasn’t really a father to me but losing him I feel I also lost a part of me as well. Then, to make matters worse….
I lost the man that was my “father”.
Not by death…
I guess you’d say by choice. My […]

In my thoughts

By |July 4th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

You know I have been thinking alot more since the passing of my mother, June 21 2018. I miss her so much. My son, Dusty, talks about her ALOT. It is hard to hear him talk about her. I mean it is good thoughts but it is painful to hear.

With me trying […]

I lost the words

By |June 21st, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Do you know how hard it is to grieve with someone around you watching you every second of the day?

I know I will miss this one day when he’s gone but I feel like I can’t do what I need to do for me in order to “protect him”

Today in 2018 my mother lost […]

When we needed each other

By |June 9th, 2019|Uncategorized|0 Comments

 

 

 

 

My husband and I met online. Funny thing is I messaged him asking him if he was even old enough to be on the site. He did not look old enough at all. We hit it off. I was living about 3 hours away from him. He was in the Marine Corps at the […]

Originally posted 2014-04-21 14:57:42.

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