Originally posted 2022-12-09 10:45:36. Trigger Warning if you may need it. This is shared with permission. Grayson, the son of a friend of mine who is a Gold Star mom. Her son, Marine Cpl Philip D. McGeath was killed in action 1/18/12. Grayson is speaking on the loss of his brother. Grayson’s words mean more than he knows. I had to share. Grayson, I would without a doubt believe your brother is proud of you…
Originally posted 2019-10-16 07:00:26. I am speaking to parents of special needs children/adults. To the parents who are with their kids and pretty much your life revolves around their care. To the parents who often wonder what will happen when the day comes and you pass on. Since my momma’s passing, my bio father’s passing and well my brother too I have been thinking about it much more. My daughter has her life. What if…
Originally posted 2021-01-22 13:29:17. In full disclosure I am writing this while under the influence of Ativan…so… Why must we be so afraid of death? Why do we mourn so much over our loved ones? Is it because we really don’t know what’s on the other side? Is it because we don’t know if they are truly better off where they were, in pain?I wonder, with tears I type, I wonder. To my loved ones…
Originally posted 2018-10-19 15:00:08. My momma’s first birthday in heaven is tomorrow, October 20th. She would have been 69 years young. Oh God how I miss her so. I know this gets easier over time but I wish that time was now. My husband has been trying so hard to keep me from falling into a deeper hole that I have been steadily crawling into. I just miss her so much. Just simply talking to…
Originally posted 2020-12-22 08:03:22. It’s been one year… https://throughourlives.wordpress.com/2020/12/22/its-been-one-year/ https://www.throughourlives.com/family-2/two-more-angels/
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Today, in 2018, was the last day my momma spoke. Today is the day she started that rapid decline. Today is the last day my momma spoke to me. Today is the day that beautiful soul who I called mom, said her goodbyes. Today is the day my world was hit by a cat 5 of emotions. Today is the day my world started falling apart.
Originally posted 2020-11-29 09:34:18. It hurts to visit my grandbaby. It hurts to see her, hear her when my daughter calls me via video. I had previously planned to visit yesterday but my heart had other plans. My momma should’ve been here. I know they say she’s here in spirit but it’s not the same. All I can do is think of my momma when we see her. There are still days when I want…
As much as it pains me to say it… My Chewy is gone 💔 This has my heart is a thousand pieces. It’s broken. My heart needs him back, happy, healthy and fucking CANCER FREE! I don’t know how to get by this pain. It feels exactly like it did after my momma passed away. I don’t know how to express just how much Chewy meant to me. He saved my life after my momma…
Originally posted 2018-09-25 08:36:21. Since my momma’s passing some things have come to my eyes that I may have not seen before. I am truly struggling with these and have honestly only told my husband and my daughter. I know people deserve their lives the way they choose to live, happy, healthy or destructive. No matter what that is someone’s personal choice. But I am having a hard time understanding one’s intentions after losing someone…