Today, in 2018, was the last day my momma spoke. Today is the day she started that rapid decline. Today is the last day my momma spoke to me. Today is the day that beautiful soul who I called mom, said her goodbyes. Today is the day my world was hit by a cat 5 of emotions. Today is the day my world started falling apart.
As much as it pains me to say it… My Chewy is gone 💔 This has my heart is a thousand pieces. It’s broken. My heart needs him back, happy, healthy and fucking CANCER FREE! I don’t know how to get by this pain. It feels exactly like it did after my momma passed away. I don’t know how to express just how much Chewy meant to me. He saved my life after my momma…
Originally posted 2015-05-06 22:53:15. First off, my bio situation sort of went in a totally different direction than expected. Just a couple of weeks ago I had gone to visit him a few times that week. On that Thursday there was a meeting with the facility social worker. Myself and the “girlfriend” were in attendance along with speech therapy, physical therapy, social worker and nurse. We spoke about his current condition and the fact that…
I took his rabies tag and put it on a string for now until I decide what to do with it. I have been taking him with us when we go somewhere that I can leave him for a second in the car to run in the store. Yesterday I had to go to tractor supply to try and find a pot and some herb plants to deter the bugs in the garden. They are…
Originally posted 2015-04-25 01:18:03. This post isn’t about me or anyone in my family. This post is solely for praising her testimony and healing. This is a friend of many years and I just had to share her wonderful news with all of you! LYMPHOMA PATIENT FUNDRAISER (For those of you who have clicked on her fundraiser, I just found out she had deleted it when they docs told her the good news.) PUREROMANCEBYAMYMARIE.COM
Originally posted 2019-07-31 17:23:45. This is why I am watch my skin exposure outside. I try to limit my time during the certain parts of the days because of the sun’s rays. I wear my long sleeve shirts over my tank tops. For Bethany Greenway, melanoma didn’t appear in the form of an ominous dark spot doctors always warn about. Instead, the Texas mom noticed a subtle change when she was pregnant with her second…
I can’t sleep. I’m actually scared to go to sleep. I took Chewy to get an ultrasound today. They think he has cancer. The report comes back as early as tomorrow. I pray to the Lord above that it’s not. To hear that word again I literally had a flashback from the last time my momma was told she had cancer again. I literally had that same feelings. Chewy synced to me. He follows me…
Originally posted 2019-07-19 19:59:13. It’s been a little over a year since my momma’s passing. I haven’t been back to my momma’s house since. I have kept this in and I need to let it out. It is literally killing me. My life is spent living it day by day, minute by minute. Living my life one breath at a time waiting for the next big thing. First my bio father, then my mom. But…I…
Originally posted 2019-07-07 09:05:19. I woke up this morning feeling lost, missing my momma. I know my bio father wasn’t really a father to me but losing him I feel I also lost a part of me as well. Then, to make matters worse…. I lost the man that was my “father”. Not by death… I guess you’d say by choice. My heart hurts because I felt betrayed. I don’t know how to get past…
Originally posted 2018-08-29 14:18:59. I have been in a slump since my momma passed away. I know I still have alot to be thankful for but I feel like I have lost my will to carry on. Now don’t mistake that for me being suicidal, because I am not. I just don’t have the same – umph – per say to live like I did before. Does that makes sense? I quit… just literally abandoned…