My Soul hurts as today, June 14th 2025, marks one year since my Chewy has been gone.
I know he isn’t hurting anymore. He isn’t suffering from the agressive cancer that ravaged his body, but it hurts so much that it is hard to even explain.
His loss has changed me.
I love dogs but it has left me no wanting to “fill that hole”.
I hope those of you reading this understand what I mean.
I want my Chewy back more than anything.
Losing my mother then Chewy… Two souls that were part of the blood and soul running through my veins.
I want to be able to give another soul a better life but I am just not feeling it.
Maybe one day but right now I just can’t.
How do I get past this feeling?
