Originally posted 2019-02-22 08:04:09. We have a consultation with NC State Veterinary School’s Oncology Dept. to see what if anything can be done before the dreaded decision has to be made. My husband said he doesn’t want to make that decision. This was their findings. I.E. Cancer… Me and cancer this year … this mf’r needs to fuck off. She came home with a bunch of medications. She’s on the same neurontin as I am,…
Originally posted 2019-02-16 18:29:30. Can someone explain to me why this hurts so freaking much?! I watched the man who I share his DNA, who may not have been a father but he was my father. Then 7 months or so later have to watch my mother, the woman who brought me into this world, carried my through this world in so many different ways. Who I miss more than life itself. I want to…
It’s been a few days since my esophageal scope. That went as… unexpected. The doc found cells in my tract that aren’t normally found in your tract. So… he took three biopsies while he was in there. Thank goodness for what I call the Michael Jackson drug… sad that the drug is widely known as that but it is what it is. Bottom half of my body hurts, now the other orifice is sore too…
Originally posted 2020-02-29 08:32:10. This is where I am right now. As much as I smile to hide through the pain this is me. I will admit it. It’s like I am almost not even feeling things the way I would normally. Am I depressed? Maybe so. I am not suicidal even though I will admit that after my momma’s passing all I wanted to do was be with her. The moment she passed I…
FINALLY!! So I went and had the cancer testing done to see if I am genetically susceptible to getting cancer. Now, this doesn’t cancel out my risk since it is a family history thing but it doesn’t mean I will get it either. This is just to see if I from a genetic standpoint. I had the test done by UNC Oncology. The test was just a blood draw and that was it! The doc…
Originally posted 2018-04-27 10:54:54. Cancer has touched someone in just about everyone’s life. When a child gets cancer it has such a huge toll on the lives of the child and those treating them. I hope and pray one day they find a cure to cancer. Until that day they continue to research treatments more than folks realize. So much money, heart and lives have gone into finding the answers needed. If you know someone…
Originally posted 2019-12-30 07:38:22. Yeah, I wasn’t in a mood to try to figure out a fitting title this morning. As I sit here waiting for my pain medications to kick in I was just thinking. Though that’s hard for some of us natural blonde’s 😉 It started in 2017. My husband lost his grandmother so we went to Tampa to be with family. To celebrate her life, the matriarchal legacy. Even though I knew…
Originally posted 2018-12-30 10:31:43. My daughter calls me this morning. I hear the worry in her voice. She found a lump her breast. Ughhh. I can’t right now… just can’t 😞 I am hoping she comes home and I can go with her to the doctor to make sure stuff is getting done. Not that she wouldn’t push for it but maybe to give me more reassurance. One of my mom’s longtime friends had breast…
Originally posted 2019-12-13 23:22:51. I’m laying here in bed at quarter after 11 freaking out because I can’t remember my momma’s last words to me. 😥😥😥 I need to sleep but keep trying to recall them. I know it’s only been a year and a half but I am scared I will lose all memory of my momma. I can’t hear her voice in my head and it hurts me to my heart….❤❤❤
Originally posted 2017-03-22 16:14:59. I had the ultrasound of my neck done earlier in March. We had to go to Tampa Florida last Thursday for my husband’s grandmothers funeral. We got back on Monday, picked up the dogs at the kennel and then I called the doctor’s office to see if they had gotten the results in from the ultrasound. They then tell me that the doctor wanted to see me and when is the…