Family

If you know…

If you know…. you know. I haven’t posted my entire life story and probably won’t but for those who see this… Those who know me personally… Those who know most of what I’ve been through in my life… Then you know know why I posted this. But to say I’ve made it to see the age of 50, a half of a century years old, 5 decades… then you know that is an accomplishment of…

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Dogs Family

He came close

Originally posted 2020-06-16 12:44:24. My husband keeps the bandana that our dog, Charlie, wore around her neck on his work bag. He was leaving work last night and noticed her bandana not on his bag. He traced his steps, checked the truck, the locker room and every place he had been to try and find it. He said he even looked several times trying to find it. He got home and was in panic mode…

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Family

I wait for you…

Originally posted 2021-12-23 17:09:59. To James I wait for you to open your eyes I wait for you to say goodbyeI watch you while you leave…I wait for you to replyI wait for them times three…I wait for you to come on homeI watch you while you come inside…I know this seems a bit crazyBut I wait for you to say baby…You’ll never know just what you meanTo me it’s still like a dream…If I…

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Family

Shear Disappoint

I wish I could explain the feelings going through my veins. To have learned the things I have and to know the things weren’t as they seemed… the shear amount of disappoint is unbelievable. Now to have to deal with all of that is beyond irritating. There are family members that shouldn’t have to even go through this right now but yet here we are. Then another family member is MIA and holds truths that…

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Family

To doc with lube

Originally posted 2021-11-12 08:40:00. I had an appointment with an orthopedic doctor yesterday. This was for my shoulder/shoulder blade part of back/down my arm issue I wrote a post about. I had it in my mind this was just a muscle issue. I guess this also kind of explains why everything I’ve tried to use to ease the pain didn’t 100% work. I went by myself since I didn’t think this appointment was going to…

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Family

No one knows…

Originally posted 2019-04-04 10:36:40. No one knows how my heart truly feels… No one knows the daily struggle I have within myself… No one knows the guilt… No one knows the feeling of being left behind… No one knows the feeling of holding it all together while you rapidly fall apart… No one knows how my heart hurts… No one knows how I want to be free of the struggle… No one knows why I…

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