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Those un-buried treasures…

Originally posted 2018-03-21 15:55:34. Isn’t this the coolest? For the longest time I thought this guitar was my step father’s until recently. It was my late brother’s guitar purchased by my grandmother ( my bio father’s mom ). My mother is known to keep things forever …well not in a hoarding type of fashion. But she had the original paperwork. Receipt and all! The guitar was purchased in 1977 (as shown in receipt). Now my…

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I can say this loud enough

Originally posted 2022-11-01 09:00:33. I have told y’all before there are some things that I just can’t speak on, and for good reason. But if I could you would have a better, at least a little more, understanding of why I am the way I am. I am not easily triggered by things… With the exception of house fires lol. That crap has me going. The moment I hear a smoke alarm I’m searching like…

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Head swirls

Originally posted 2022-10-28 19:30:00. How do I stop the thoughts from taking over in my head? I can’t get shit done because 10 seconds later the thoughts come back like telemarketers calls. Buggin the shit out of me left and mf’n right. I play music, I turn on a scary movie, I talk to my dogs, drink coffee. No matter what I do it still comes back to my head. I am not a drinker…

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Not so easily triggered

Originally posted 2019-10-18 07:20:50. You know I feel for folks who have gone through trauma but I am not the one that is so easily triggered by things. I don’t know if I have just become so numb to things and that’s why I don’t get ”triggered” by things or not. I can watch things on tv and some things may get my heart racing a little or I get a little anxious but I…

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Questions

Originally posted 2019-10-16 07:00:26. I am speaking to parents of special needs children/adults. To the parents who are with their kids and pretty much your life revolves around their care. To the parents who often wonder what will happen when the day comes and you pass on. Since my momma’s passing, my bio father’s passing and well my brother too I have been thinking about it much more. My daughter has her life. What if…

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