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To doc with lube

Originally posted 2021-11-12 08:40:00. I had an appointment with an orthopedic doctor yesterday. This was for my shoulder/shoulder blade part of back/down my arm issue I wrote a post about. I had it in my mind this was just a muscle issue. I guess this also kind of explains why everything I’ve tried to use to ease the pain didn’t 100% work. I went by myself since I didn’t think this appointment was going to…

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No one knows…

Originally posted 2019-04-04 10:36:40. No one knows how my heart truly feels… No one knows the daily struggle I have within myself… No one knows the guilt… No one knows the feeling of being left behind… No one knows the feeling of holding it all together while you rapidly fall apart… No one knows how my heart hurts… No one knows how I want to be free of the struggle… No one knows why I…

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Massage Melt

Originally posted 2020-05-08 18:40:51. So, I was challenged to do my first product demo video. Forgive my amateur recording, lol. My house is still in Hurricane Florence recovery mode. Yes, I still have concrete subfloors. Anyway, I demoed Pure Romance’s CBD Massage Melt. Infused with 100 mg of broad-spectrum CBD per bottle, this lavender and chamomile scented massage oil will make you melt! Balancing hydrating jojoba and sweet almond with vitamin-rich cannabis sativa seed, this…

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Missing my momma

Originally posted 2018-07-08 19:29:21. I’m missing my momma so much. It is a pain unlike any other. To never hear her speak, her touch, her smile… It came so suddenly and took her away so abruptly. No fighting chance to keep her here. All hope gone knowing we had to let her go and she just didn’t seem ready. In all honesty I feel lost. My bio father, my brother and my mom all left…

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This is what took my momma

Originally posted 2018-07-03 14:31:06. From diagnosis to death was about 21 days. They think it had spread to my momma’s brain because of her mental status and neurological conditions. Plus the fact that her kidneys were not working likely caused by the cancer and kidney stones. My local doctor is going to run some tests considering both my grandmothers and now my momma died as a result of cancer. My bio father’s mother had brain…

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Which is it?

Originally posted 2023-10-04 08:58:58. Well…. my dad passed away at first by a heart attack and now was told it was instead an aneurysm. The death certificate has not be signed off on as of this morning because for whatever reason, all 4 of my step siblings all have to physically be there to sign off on it. Why the eldest one can’t do it by himself I don’t know. Thankfully my aunt (technically step…

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