Today is my momma’s birthday.
She would have been 72 years old.
She never seemed that old to me. She was just my momma, always young spirited.
I guess that’s maybe why I don’t necessarily “act my age” either.
Being 48 years old. I mean it’s time for AARP to start sending me stuff. 🤣
I woke up early this morning… not to celebrate my momma’s birthday.
I woke suddenly from my sleep feeling the extremely urgent urge to pee!
I couldn’t stop it!
Thank goodness I didn’t pee in the bed but I didn’t make it to the bathroom, well sort of.
I ran as quick as I could, peeing trickling down my legs like a stream of water falling over smalls rocks.
Even though it felt more like a stream of gushing water that melted from winters snow falling down a mountain stream. 🤨
At that point there was no going back to bed.
So I took a shower, let the dogs out and got a cup of coffee.
I think part of the problem is my pelvic floor muscles but wonder if it’s the early signs of needing emergent spinal surgery.
The doc said I won’t be able to control my bladder. Well what the hell was that?
I want to spend her birthday remember all the love and happiness she embodied.
So far… well it’s been kinda damp.
Let’s see how the rest of the day goes.