Since my ankle replacement things have been so draining for me. It doesn’t take much for me to need a nap and then those naps don’t even seem to give me the boost it would give me before. I am not sure why I feel so exhausted, mentally and physically. Unless it just means, I’m getting older, lol. I wonder if the HRT pellets are pretty gone at this point. They said I would know…
Originally posted 2014-06-13 22:43:09. We are at the end of one chapter of our lives. Our son graduated last year and now our daughter graduates tomorrow, June 14 2014. Every time I think about it I end up in tears, not necessarily sad tears, I think they are a mixture of emotions. From where we started to where we are now I thought things would have never been the way they are now. I have…
Originally posted 2014-08-11 01:49:08. Here it is on a Sunday evening and I am sitting here watching my husband sleep. Which I am ok with. He is trying to struggle with his current job to try to transition from years in the Marine Corps to now transition to driving CDL (commercial driving) for a living. I recently had a big explosion of feelings return to me after speaking to my biological father on the phone.…
Originally posted 2021-06-24 07:53:37. By now if you have been following me you know I dated and had children out of my race. No big deal right? Well I feel like I have to say this in light of current events going around. Now this may be just me, someone else may see it differently. I don’t remember which post it was but I spoke about when I told my mom I was dating out…
Originally posted 2020-01-26 15:29:02. It has been reported that NBA legend, Kobe Bryant long with 4 others were killed in a helicopter crash this Sunday morning in California. He has a wife and 5 children and reports have been that is wife was not with him but no word on his 4 children. I will update this post when more has been reported. I have see many posts regarding his career and what some have…
Originally posted 2014-05-27 14:15:09. Originally posted May 27 2014 Well it has been almost 2 weeks since my last post. I have been having an enormous amount of discomfort from whatever is going on inside of me. Today I go for an ultrasound. Thank goodness someone finally ordered something I needed. I have just been beyond ready to find out the problem. On the other hand ignorance may be bliss because if it is something…
Originally posted 2023-04-13 09:00:00. FINALLY!! So I went and had the cancer testing done to see if I am genetically susceptible to getting cancer. Now, this doesn’t cancel out my risk since it is a family history thing but it doesn’t mean I will get it either. This is just to see if I from a genetic standpoint. I had the test done by UNC Oncology. The test was just a blood draw and that…
Originally posted 2023-04-12 09:00:00. This was a draft post from several years ago… There are some things I am struggling with and don’t know how to handle it. My children’s biological father, aka “sperm donor”, has other children. He has 3 other daughters by two othe women. The youngest two daughters have been trying to have a relationship with my kids (well all 3 have but lately it has been more the 2 youngest) For…
Originally posted 2023-04-10 15:23:31. THIS IS AN OLD POST THAT WAS SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOLDER Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband with all my heart but only part of it is still beating. I have fought and fought for him so much that I am just honestly tired of fighting. My heart just doesn’t seem like it can honestly keep up. He drinks and then tries to tell me he hasn’t been…