trauma

Mental Memory, Physical Moments

By |November 3rd, 2019|Family|0 Comments

My husband and I were talking the other day about the things in my past. He has expressed on more than one occasion that if he could he would somehow erase, get rid of, the people or events that have left such a lasting effect on my mind, body, and soul. Those things that […]

Originally posted 2016-11-14 13:33:22.

Not so easily triggered

By |October 18th, 2019|Family|4 Comments

You know I feel for folks who have gone through trauma but I am not the one that is so easily triggered by things.

I don’t know if I have just become so numb to things and that’s why I don’t get ”triggered” by things or not.

I can watch things on tv and some things […]

Title? Think I forgot it too…

By |October 14th, 2019|Family|1 Comment

Through my years I have gone through things, done things, put myself in situations I shouldn’t have, gone places I shouldn’t have, yet some things I wish I could speak on. There are some things I honestly want to talk about but I can’t. I am pretty sure there are some of you reading […]

Originally posted 2016-08-03 20:48:44.

By |September 24th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

You know it’s been 20 plus years since I was raped by someone I thought was a friend. To this day, nothing. Rape kit as far as I know backlogged. I wouldn’t know what to so if they finally tested, prosecuted, etc. #Unbelievable @netflix— Carter Family (@usmccarterswife) September 24, 2019

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Rape and Alcohol

By |August 23rd, 2019|Family|0 Comments

 

 

Two of the times I have been raped I was under the influence of alcohol. Because of the things I have gone through in my life, the lives of my family members and close friends I am really just not the type of person that drinks like that. Yes, I am Irish so the […]

Originally posted 2015-07-08 17:54:46.

Painful progress

By |August 12th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Oh how so easily I bruise nowadays.

🤦🏼‍♀️ 🤦🏼‍♀️ 🤦🏼‍♀️

This is from my deep tissue massage on Saturday. #nopainnogain that’s for sure.

This is two of them, which there are a few more.

My muscles in these areas are locked and don’t want to let go so it’s been a process trying to ease them – after […]

Unspoken Words

By |August 9th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Lately as I have been dealing with my bio and just life in my world there are certain things I end up thinking of from time to time for whatever reason. Not exactly sure what drums those thoughts up but they are there. Some of them honestly hurt. But those are thoughts I would […]

Originally posted 2015-04-21 12:32:19.

Secrets and my fear

By |July 22nd, 2019|Family|0 Comments

That word can be both negative and positive when it is in our lives. For me it means the struggle of the things I have seen and can’t speak on out of the fear of the parties involved coming after me and my kids. I struggle with it daily. I have this part of […]

Originally posted 2015-01-20 13:16:42.

Its a new year and what will it bring

By |July 22nd, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Well its now 2015, Yay! What that means, who knows. Will it be a good year for us and so many more, one could hope so. To start off the new year a very close family friend’s husband of 28 years passed away. He had been suffering from ALS. He passed on January 2, […]

Originally posted 2015-01-07 00:57:18.

The plot thickens

By |July 22nd, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Today I have really been on the edge and just really anxious. Why really not sure why. Been trying to handle all the above with seemingly none of the below. From the VA to the SSA it’s all been a fight to the finish line. Not to mention the insurance premium program that I […]

Originally posted 2014-12-12 21:36:07.

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