pain

I shoulder the pain

By |July 7th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I woke up this morning feeling lost, missing my momma.
I know my bio father wasn’t really a father to me but losing him I feel I also lost a part of me as well. Then, to make matters worse….
I lost the man that was my “father”.
Not by death…
I guess you’d say by choice. My […]

I lost the words

By |June 21st, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Do you know how hard it is to grieve with someone around you watching you every second of the day?

I know I will miss this one day when he’s gone but I feel like I can’t do what I need to do for me in order to “protect him”

Today in 2018 my mother lost […]

By |April 29th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Originally posted 2017-11-22 00:33:23.

No one knows…

By |April 4th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

No one knows how my heart truly feels… […]

My momma 1949-2018

By |March 15th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

This so hard

By |March 15th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Please continue to pray for strength and healing. This is by far one of the hardest things I think I have dealt with in my life. It literally feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest.

Her kidneys just aren’t recovering from the kidney stones and they need to start chemotherapy […]

Originally posted 2018-06-17 22:22:17.

Lower Back Pain? Doctor?

By |March 14th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

https://www.spine-health.com/blog/do-i-need-see-doctor-my-lower-left-back-pain

Originally posted 2017-09-14 19:10:42.

My heart is breaking

By |March 6th, 2019|Family|2 Comments

This will be the hardest thing I have ever done. I have to somehow suppress the expression on my face because Dusty is watching me like a hawk.

He knows something is up.

This hurts so much.

I don’t know how to let go of my mother. I don’t know how to live my life without her. […]

Originally posted 2018-06-15 14:38:27.

The Big C

By |February 28th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

 
As I sit here looking of inspiration for each keystroke I hold back tears. The normal daily routine of getting my son up to take his medications doesn’t stop for anything. Hearing the words in my head over and over… CANCER…
My mother has beaten colorectal cancer just a few years ago. Her body still […]

Originally posted 2018-06-06 11:13:07.

By |February 16th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Can someone explain to me why this hurts so freaking much?!

I watched the man who I share his DNA, who may not have been a father but he was my father.

Then 7 months or so later have to watch my mother, the woman who brought me into this world, carried my through this world […]

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