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Emotional forgiveness

By |November 19th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Have you ever seen a movie or video that was fictional but touched you so deeply internally? One that you felt on so many levels?

There were so many parts of the movie that you personally felt like it was you they portrayed in the movie? Even if it wasn’t exactly aligned with your own […]

Originally posted 2018-04-04 11:36:32.

Wisdom-less with laughter

By |August 30th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Let’s see…where did I last leave this? I don’t think I quite remember where I left my purse much less the last post. I guess I could have looked back and see where I left it but …oh well. I am just going to wing it.

Well Kayla had to have oral surgery on […]

Originally posted 2015-09-19 03:30:34.

Seeing signs

By |August 23rd, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I have been reading posts from other domestic violence survivors in support groups. I see myself in so many of the stories I read. The intimidation, manipulation, the “love” the abusers claim they have for their victims. It kills me because as I remember all that I was told and all he claimed I […]

Originally posted 2015-06-19 13:23:07.

From then to now

By |August 13th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

My life has been moving so slow it seemed the past week or so. Yet no time for things that needed that extra attention. My husband had slowed to an almost halt and trying to motivate him is beyond frustrating. He has no idea some of the things I say or do are to […]

Originally posted 2015-06-17 18:24:50.

Conversation of Unknown Origin

By |July 31st, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Post includes the audio of the attempted conversation with my bio father today.

Smile! 🙂

Originally posted 2015-04-12 02:42:26.

A Woman of Heart

By |July 31st, 2019|Family|0 Comments

As I sit here I am overcome with different emotions as to what I have been dealing with the past week. I feel like I am in a made for television movie of Lifetime or some other channel.

The picture below is a picture of my biological father. I was contacted last Tuesday by his […]

Originally posted 2015-03-24 22:41:33.

Side Effects

By |July 22nd, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Side Effects. The two words can have a lot of meanings to everyone. They take own different meanings depending on the subject. There are side effects of medications, abuse, rape, discipline, so on and so forth. Let’s face it …everything has a side effect.
The side effects I am referring to in this post are […]

Originally posted 2015-01-22 17:09:08.

Secrets and my fear

By |July 22nd, 2019|Family|0 Comments

That word can be both negative and positive when it is in our lives. For me it means the struggle of the things I have seen and can’t speak on out of the fear of the parties involved coming after me and my kids. I struggle with it daily. I have this part of […]

Originally posted 2015-01-20 13:16:42.

How can I?

By |July 19th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

It’s been a little over a year since my momma’s passing. I haven’t been back to my momma’s house since.

I have kept this in and I need to let it out. It is literally killing me.

My life is spent living it day by day, minute by minute. Living my life one breath at a […]

I shoulder the pain

By |July 7th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I woke up this morning feeling lost, missing my momma.
I know my bio father wasn’t really a father to me but losing him I feel I also lost a part of me as well. Then, to make matters worse….
I lost the man that was my “father”.
Not by death…
I guess you’d say by choice. My […]

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