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Questions

By |October 16th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I am speaking to parents of special needs children/adults.

To the parents who are with their kids and pretty much your life revolves around their care.

To the parents who often wonder what will happen when the day comes and you pass on.

Since my momma’s passing, my bio father’s passing and well my brother too […]

Her first in heaven

By |September 1st, 2019|Family|1 Comment

My momma’s first birthday in heaven is tomorrow, October 20th. She would have been 69 years young.
Oh God how I miss her so.
I know this gets easier over time but I wish that time was now.
My husband has been trying so hard to keep me from falling into a deeper hole that I […]

Originally posted 2018-10-19 15:00:08.

In my thoughts

By |July 4th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

You know I have been thinking alot more since the passing of my mother, June 21 2018. I miss her so much. My son, Dusty, talks about her ALOT. It is hard to hear him talk about her. I mean it is good thoughts but it is painful to hear.

With me trying […]

I lost the words

By |June 21st, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Do you know how hard it is to grieve with someone around you watching you every second of the day?

I know I will miss this one day when he’s gone but I feel like I can’t do what I need to do for me in order to “protect him”

Today in 2018 my mother lost […]

Who has a mom crush??

By |June 17th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Are you guilty too? I think we all have these moments. You scroll and see someone with gorgeous hair, legs for days, boobs perfectly perky even after having the modern day equivalent of the Brady Bunch.
Oh well… we live, we learn, and we LAUGH!
Yummm now I want a cupcake  [sce emoji=”cake”/], and I can’t […]

Originally posted 2017-05-12 23:44:24.

Missing my momma

By |April 2nd, 2019|Family|3 Comments

I’m missing my momma so much. It is a pain unlike any other. To never hear her speak, her touch, her smile…

It came so suddenly and took her away so abruptly. No fighting chance to keep her here. All hope gone knowing we had to let her go and she just didn’t seem ready.

In […]

Originally posted 2018-07-08 19:29:21.

My heart is breaking

By |March 6th, 2019|Family|2 Comments

This will be the hardest thing I have ever done. I have to somehow suppress the expression on my face because Dusty is watching me like a hawk.

He knows something is up.

This hurts so much.

I don’t know how to let go of my mother. I don’t know how to live my life without her. […]

Originally posted 2018-06-15 14:38:27.

By |February 28th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I need your prayers, miracles. My heart hurts and I just can’t do life without my momma. She is in the fight for life and I will likely not be on social media much. Her kidneys took a hit and need to heal in order for them to do any chemo or radiation. Cancer […]

Originally posted 2018-06-12 13:09:01.

The Big C

By |February 28th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

 
As I sit here looking of inspiration for each keystroke I hold back tears. The normal daily routine of getting my son up to take his medications doesn’t stop for anything. Hearing the words in my head over and over… CANCER…
My mother has beaten colorectal cancer just a few years ago. Her body still […]

Originally posted 2018-06-06 11:13:07.

To my momma

By |February 16th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

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