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No one knows…

By |April 4th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

No one knows how my heart truly feels… […]

By |April 2nd, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Missing my momma

By |April 2nd, 2019|Family|2 Comments

I’m missing my momma so much. It is a pain unlike any other. To never hear her speak, her touch, her smile…

It came so suddenly and took her away so abruptly. No fighting chance to keep her here. All hope gone knowing we had to let her go and she just didn’t seem ready.

In […]

Originally posted 2018-07-08 19:29:21.

Heirlooms

By |March 15th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I know some of you are wondering what happened.

Well… my mama lost her fight with cancer. She had small cell lung cancer, one of the most aggressive I’m told.

Her kidneys started failing and no matter what they did they didn’t gain traction in the right direction.

I apologize as I just can’t tell the story […]

Originally posted 2018-06-28 18:19:05.

My momma 1949-2018

By |March 15th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

This so hard

By |March 15th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Please continue to pray for strength and healing. This is by far one of the hardest things I think I have dealt with in my life. It literally feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest.

Her kidneys just aren’t recovering from the kidney stones and they need to start chemotherapy […]

Originally posted 2018-06-17 22:22:17.

My heart is breaking

By |March 6th, 2019|Family|2 Comments

This will be the hardest thing I have ever done. I have to somehow suppress the expression on my face because Dusty is watching me like a hawk.

He knows something is up.

This hurts so much.

I don’t know how to let go of my mother. I don’t know how to live my life without her. […]

Originally posted 2018-06-15 14:38:27.

She’s home

By |March 1st, 2019|Family|0 Comments

James wanted to put her in something more personal so we opted for the temporary urn.
They had all of the paperwork her urn and a clay paw print in a gift bag. My husband rode home with it in his passenger seat. I think he was talking to her because he was behind my […]

By |February 28th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I need your prayers, miracles. My heart hurts and I just can’t do life without my momma. She is in the fight for life and I will likely not be on social media much. Her kidneys took a hit and need to heal in order for them to do any chemo or radiation. Cancer […]

Originally posted 2018-06-12 13:09:01.

The Big C

By |February 28th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

 
As I sit here looking of inspiration for each keystroke I hold back tears. The normal daily routine of getting my son up to take his medications doesn’t stop for anything. Hearing the words in my head over and over… CANCER…
My mother has beaten colorectal cancer just a few years ago. Her body still […]

Originally posted 2018-06-06 11:13:07.

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