absent parent

Is this near the end?

By |April 24th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

I got a phone call from my bio father’s “girlfriend” just a bit ago. He has been in the hospital for several weeks now. It seems last night he took a turn for the worse. He stopped wanting to eat ~ even if being fed. They are considering a feeding tube. He spiked a […]

Originally posted 2017-11-17 10:06:19.

July 7th 2014

By |January 26th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

You know there are days when I just want to give it all up and others that I can’t get enough. The life I was given I sure has its meanings. I just for once would like not to struggle…just once. I realize there are so many people who have been dealt a bad […]

Originally posted 2014-07-07 18:33:37.

The truth can be hard to see

By |January 14th, 2019|Family|0 Comments

Originally posted May 27 2014

Well it has been almost 2 weeks since my last post. I have been having an enormous amount of discomfort from whatever is going on inside of me. Today I go for an ultrasound. Thank goodness someone finally ordered something I needed. I have just been beyond ready to find […]

Originally posted 2014-05-27 14:15:09.

Just another day in my life…

By |December 20th, 2018|Family|0 Comments

My biological father and my mother divorced when I was two years old.  My father’s side of the family led what seemed to be a privileged life, as least more than the average family. They had those social-lite parties. My grandmother was a RN and my grandfather retired from the Army to work for […]

Originally posted 2014-03-30 13:02:40.

The Traitor?

By |December 20th, 2018|Family|0 Comments

The traitor. That’s the label set upon me because I chose to date out of my race. In the eyes of those that oppose of my relationships I am worse than those who I choose to date. Didn’t deserve the breath God gave me. I am ok with that. I realize I can’t please everyone […]

Originally posted 2014-03-20 13:54:08.

Anybody Seen The Calgon? It was supposed to take me away

By |September 25th, 2018|Family|0 Comments

Boy oh boy has this past several weeks has been interesting.
Got a headache and still have my music drowning me. The music isn’t seeming to bother my headache so I won’t bother it.

You know the song by Lindsay Lohan “Confessions of a Broken Heart” ?
Parts of me can feel the hurt in that song […]

Originally posted 2015-04-09 19:08:02.

A Woman of Heart

By |September 25th, 2018|Family|0 Comments

As I sit here I am overcome with different emotions as to what I have been dealing with the past week. I feel like I am in a made for television movie of Lifetime or some other channel.

The picture below is a picture of my biological father. I was contacted last Tuesday by his […]

Originally posted 2015-03-24 22:41:33.

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