I can to relate to this right now. With so many things that have changed in a little time I want to remember the good times but when I do I feel like I am messing with the healing process. I know life goes on. Hell … I am haven’t even gone back to my mothers house since she passed away. I can’t.
How do you get past certain things?
It is hard to even talk about CJ and Tey because all we want to do is cry. Once they move back home (we are trying to move them in across the street from us), we can grieve. Not that we haven’t been grieving but with everything going on it has been hard to grieve.
I try to do the normal everyday things but… you know…tears get in the way.