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I shoulder the pain

Originally posted 2019-07-07 09:05:19. I woke up this morning feeling lost, missing my momma. I know my bio father wasn’t really a father to me but losing him I feel I also lost a part of me as well. Then, to make matters worse…. I lost the man that was my “father”. Not by death… I guess you’d say by choice. My heart hurts because I felt betrayed. I don’t know how to get past…

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Letting go

Originally posted 2020-10-01 14:18:57. They letting go of the past that hurt you is good for your soul, your overall happiness…  Well what do you do when you are faced with that past every single minute, hour, day, week, month and year of your life? How do you escape that? How do you grow and learn to cope with something that not only harmed you but the lives of your children?

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Like a baby

Originally posted 2022-05-08 17:29:01. If you have ever been around a baby you would probably know how easy it is for them to scratch their face. Well for the first time in my almost 50 years I have been able to grow my nails. Part is how easy is it for them to break off. Part of it was an effort I have made to try and not let my anxiety get over on me…

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Total V

Get ready for a whole new you with Total V, a trio of vaginal exercisers that’ll help you crush your vaginal fitness goals. Beginner or not, anyone can work towards a stronger pelvic floor with three graduated weights: 55g, 75g, and 95g, plus a free, daily routine that’s quick and simple so it fits into any busy schedule. Use these exercisers with a water-based lubricant for optimal comfort and get your workouts in for total…

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What the hell just happened?

Originally posted 2020-09-25 16:33:14. Yeah that’s what we said after last week. For certain reasons I have to leave some info out. Ok, so you know we had 2 extra pups we recently found as strays. Well, last Monday I received a message with a screenshot of a post on a local community facebook page. It was by a young lady stating that their dogs had gotten loose about 2 and half weeks prior to…

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In my thoughts

Originally posted 2019-07-04 09:06:45. You know I have been thinking alot more since the passing of my mother, June 21 2018. I miss her so much. My son, Dusty, talks about her ALOT. It is hard to hear him talk about her. I mean it is good thoughts but it is painful to hear. With me trying to heal and deal with life without her… it feels like scab being ripped from your skin. One…

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A few weeks

Originally posted 2022-05-03 16:45:53. As of today my surgery date has been set. It’s May 23rd. I have to do all the normal preoperative tests and what not. Then the Friday before the surgery, which is on a Monday, I have to stop by the surgeon’s office for them to mark me. I am not exactly sure what that means unless it is marking the area that will be fused. I am wondering if it…

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